Having to please someone else who does not or cannot relate to your interests is difficult. Staying up way past the time when one should be getting the needed sleep makes it all that much more difficult. I confess I like working late at night, when things are quiet. I'm just not worth much the next day, with only 3 hours of sleep. But, I usually have something to show for it.
I'm fortunate that my wife is interested enough in my wacky pursuits to at least listen when I tell her about it, even though she's not into gambling, really. She does seem interested most of the time in what goes on, in particular when I keep her up to date of some of the threads here, and the news of the industry, since it affects our livelihood. And, of course she likes it especially when my efforts pay off.
I sympathise with you, kause. This work is challenging enough without having the support of a spouse, gf, bf.
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