[greek39]

My feelings towards these issues run very deep. I be the host for others feed off just doesn’t jive with me. Remnants from yesteryears, again I was stripped of my own creations. Perhaps a habitual nature of mine to swat that mosquito before it sucks to much blood.

Counter productive perhaps, but separating fact from friction gives me the dividends I so desire. Although not monetary it provides an enriched life knowing I may have made a 1% difference during my stay on this planet.

The fact is three years no earnings should and does speak volumes. What else should I do, quite apparent I going nowhere fast. Should I disregard my moral fibre, cross over and play this game? For me the means justify the end. Or I am better off chasing down the dirt bags that are nothing more than blood-sucking mosquitos.

There was a day I was told my pursuits would burn down many bridges. Perhaps bridges made of wood but not concrete. Not asking for a perfect world just a better one.

As time passes my pursuits towards Webmastering quickly fade. But this may not be in vein because I have truly gained some wisdom. Intrinsic value money can’t simple buy. Don’t follow dreams built on trickery they will lead you down the path of misery. Never compromise your values for these will take from your soul.

I am one of many affiliates suffering the same fate underneath the BIG FOOTS who hide in dark shadows. I may not be the best poster, stringing my words together like poetry and often difficult to understand but somehow I am understood. Maybe this is done on purpose maybe not?

I certainly appreciate the feedback from all of you. But I am tired of pissing against the wind. So if I do decide to pack it in those who have wasted my time and others will know what it feels like. Karma will be knocking at your door.

Besides most of my earnings would go towards charity. I only take what I need because my world involves people. This extends from my family and outwards, I am no hedonist.

Thanks

greek39