I am driving both. I was sceptic to buy first car with automatic, but the experience was great. But later I found out that it was because the car was good. So sports car with automatic is awesome, but diesel pickup not that much.
The only disadvantage by automatic is going downhill. Even forcing gears down by paddles does not brake that precisely. What I especially like about automatic is going through a rough terrain, where automatic allows you to hold steering wheel all the time (and diesel with the torque is another advantage there).
Most of the time I drive backhoe loader nowadays. The gears are changed by lever left of steering wheel. In a place where you normally switch on lights or indicate sidelights. So when I sit into the truck afterwards, I always start to meddle with lights when I just want to change the gear.
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